Napalm Rain (feat. Typx)

Don't try to live your life through me You'll live with everything that you regret Be ashamed if you want if you want that is your choosing I just want to live and forget, the war I went through The abuse by your hand, the napalm that rained In my forests when you're violent and mad Yeah I could break the cycle to pieces of glass Bleeding from my feet, bitch I'll turn it to sand Looking in the wrong place I've been fishing in a bath tub Answer's in the ocean, that's what being sad does Past tense, left me feeling damaged I want to have a future I feel like I can manage Burnout and you can see my smoke clouds Building's gonna fall yeah it's really about to go down Rebuild me into newer foundations I can't stand the planet with all of its shaking In this earthquake, I'm at fault for my mistakes And I've learned to recognize Because that's how mom raised me, don't tell me I can't feel or that my feelings are worthless Or that you're ashamed of me because I'm not a surgeon Why are you mad that I'm my own person Why are you sad and see me as burden, I'm not the son you wanted But I'm trying my best and I lose myself in songs to escape and forget Don't try to live your life through me You'll live with everything that you regret Be ashamed if you want if you want that is your choosing I just want to live and forget, the war I went through The abuse by your hand, the napalm that rained In my forests when you're violent and mad Yeah I could break the cycle to pieces of glass Bleeding from my feet, bitch I'll turn it to sand Why you'd break the table, to be happy is a fable Fairy tales aren't real, reality is painful Violence, but it's all met with silence I hate the thought of skin being bruised into violets I wish I could stop my crying I couldn't ask for help, no I couldn't ask for guidance Riots in my head I'm hearing sirens I tried to be the perfect son, but it's just tiring Don't try to live your life through me You'll live with everything that you regret Be ashamed if you want if you want that is your choosing I just want to live and forget, the war I went through The abuse by your hand, the napalm that rained In my forests when you're violent and mad I could break the cycle to pieces of glass Bleeding from my feet, bitch I'll turn it to sand Yeah I'll turn it to sand, walk on my beach Past anxiety and pain you left for mama and me Ocean wash the pain turn my nightmares to dreams Leave my pain behind for all the fish in the sea Yeah just let it be, it's all c'est la vie, you can have the remnants You heartless machine, you can your deal blows to my self-esteem But you can never take what this all means to me Don't try to live your life through me You'll live with everything that you regret Be ashamed if you want if you want that is your choosing I just want to live and forget, the war I went through The abuse by your hand, the napalm that rained In my forests when you're violent and mad Yeah I could break the cycle to pieces of glass Bleeding from my feet, bitch I'll turn it to sand