I'm Fine (I'm Not)

I'm fine I'm doing fine, I'm alright, I mean look at me Don't I seem okay? Shit, did I let what's inside show outside? It's nothing to worry, I'm alright I'm not, I'm lying Inside I'm dying Trying to keep this shit up It's fucking hard I think I might need help after all No I'm fine I'm fine, I'm fine Well, it don't fucking matter How many times you repeat it, believe it It's still a lie You're still stuck in the mindset you built as a child It wasn't right What you had to go through But it's time To heal those wounds Before the infection kills you I think I might not be I think I might not be alright