Please Don't (Demo)

Please don't trust me Don't give me the key 'cause I'll misuse it I don't have control of what I'll do I walk when I'm not told to, I'm watching myself move Do you like me at all, and do I think you hate me 'Cause maybe I'm different for you I would hate me too if I was you I've got this feeling I can't describe Of not knowing when it's time And I can't find a place to rest my mind And can't decide if I should think Do you need to know how And do I have to know why What if I'll never know What if I tell you I've tried to know for some time What I want Still don't know what that feeling is That's supposed to feel good right now Someone tell me where I should go And if you'll stay I need to know Am I doing it right What if I stay up all night trying to write About my life, thinking 'bout what might Happen if I died tonight Do you need to know how And do I have to know why What if I'll never know What if I tell you I've tried to know for some time What I want Am I real or am I just in someone else's world Is my life a movie or is that impossible Sometimes it feels like I'm living one Or maybe that's just what I want Maybe that's just what we all want But do you need to know how And do I have to know why What if you'll never know What if I tell you I've looked around and found out What I've got What I've got