The Way I Want (Voice Memo)

I'm shutting out the world and I can't stop Last night's round reminds me I should walk but Every time I start I turn around because what If you could love me the way I want I skipped school today to lay in bed Just me and the demons in my head I wish I did not but this never gets resolved cause I need to be loved the way I want Sometimes people tell me that I'm tough Must be good at lyin' through the rough cause I just wanna cry and hit everything in sight cause I need to be loved the way I want I try to tell someone but no one gets it Everyone has problems but not this shit I wish they would stop with the me too's and let's talk's cause All I need is love the way I want I always wonder 'bout the finish line The year the day you stop starting the fights but If you've given up I can't do anything to stop You not loving me the way I want All I need is love the way I want You just can't love me the way I want Please try lovin' me the way I want