Scared

I've been walking around Feeling scared Nothing's real no more All that's left Is only pain In my life I wish someone could see Or try understand This way I feel But that's just me Hoping for Something more I've been running all my life But I can't run anymore This is what I do I just stay at home While you're out there Having fun alone I wish I knew Just how to be Please don't look at me! I want to Be strong like you I need to Be just like you I cannot take it I try and I break it I'm feeling so weak Please somebody help me! I lived all my life Feeling scared and alone It's like I'm fading away Please somebody save me! Now! I don't know you You can f*ck off! I look in a mirror But I don't know Who's looking back at me What have I become? I don't know Anymore Is this really who I am And all I'll be? I can hardly fight no more I'm feeling weak And I wish I was Like before I've been running all my life But I can't run anymore This is what I do I just stay at home While you're out there Having fun alone I wish I knew Just how to be Please don't look at me! I want to Be strong like you I need to Be just like you I cannot take it I try and I break it I'm feeling so weak Please somebody help me! I lived all my life Feeling scared and alone It's like I'm fading away Please somebody save me! Now! Aaaaaaaaa-a-aa-aaaa Aa-aaa-aaaaaaa Aaaaaaaaa-a-aa-aaaa Aa-aaa-aaaaaaa My life Is through I can't be Like you My life Is through I can't be Like you I tried and tried I really wanted to but in the end I withdrew I tried and tried I really wanted to but in the end I withdrew I lost you