Insecure

Woah... Go! I've been staying in my bed Feeling alone and ugly Disappointed in myself I don't know what to do I'm drinking once again Wishing I could stop I feel like giving up Please, someone help me! I feel so insecure So insecure I'm so sick of this To feel I don't exist I wish someone could feel My blacked heart Buried deep inside, I hide Dreaming of the day I'll die There's no one who can save My broken soul! I want to die Just to die I want to die I go for a walk outside Feels like people start to stare They're looking right at me With disgust in their eyes But little do they know That I hate myself much more I wish I could be free From my endless torment I feel so insecure So insecure I'm so sick of this To feel I don't exist I wish somebody could feel My blacked heart Buried deep inside, I hide Dreaming of the day I'll die There's no one who can save My broken soul I want to die Just to die I want to die I'm ugly Fucking ugly And look at you! So perfect I'm ugly So fucking ugly And look at you! So fucking pretty, it fucking hurts! And I'm so sick of this To feel like I don't exist And where were you When I was down and alone? I needed your help! It don't matter Soon I'll be gone! All I ever wanted, was to be loved All I ever needed, was to be loved I'm ugly Fucking ugly I'm ugly Bitch