Stand Still

I came here to look for my heart But I came away with yours under my arm Didn't think I had it in me to do this much harm (Came to look for my heart, left with empty arms) Do you read me? Do you play on repeat? It's a trying reprieve If you know what I mean I feel me fading away Can't stand to be so still And face the day Come chase me up that hill The games we play I could not make sense of these Sick calamities, so I just freeze And despite all, I still am not afraid Something's gotta change once you feel your face unthread Drawing so many words, but you leave it all unsaid It's a crime, I admit without pretence To lose touch and mind at my expense Do you read me? Do you play on repeat? It's a trying reprieve If you know what I mean I feel me fading away Can't stand to be so still And face the day Come chase me up that hill The games we play I could not make sense of these Sick calamities, so I just freeze And despite all, I still am not afraid It's not my fault I love (lost) control To swallow whole Can't stand to be so still And face the day Come chase me up that hill The games we play I could not make sense of these Sick calamities, so I just freeze And despite all, I still am not afraid I'm not afraid I'm not afraid I'm not afraid