By Myself pt. 1

Always been the youngest in the crowd, now I'm gettin old Lately even being in the crowd, that shit gettin old Take me somewhere I could be alone Chillin in the backseat, please drive slow Feeling at peace I keep my eyes closed Don't ruin this by talking bout things you don't know Reality a show and it got me reminiscing Yeah trapped inside this role I know y'all are no different Niggas far away that I truly been missin Niggas nearby said I been so distant yeah I hate being inconsistent I been lost in thought cuz I feel like something's missin I'm too realistic to be faking my position If this a competition I want no parts I ain't trippin I been let down and overlooked by the ones I put my trust in Tried to speak my mind just to get told that I was buggin When things go right why they still go left My First kiss was awkward like what could I expect First time getting high that shit highkey had me wildin Mixing it with liquor now I like how that shit sounding Had $60 in my bag cant believe I never found it Thinking this place is full of opps and I'm surrounded In the bathroom shadow boxing, like you good you still got it Tonight I'm by myself, and I been feeling nostalgic cuz All of that, was moments ago Years go by so fast, days go by so slow All of that, was moments ago Years go by so fast, days go by so slow Is there anything ahead, maybe there's none Feel like time gon sneak up and hit me all at once All I want is peace of mind maybe only when I'm gone, only when I'm gone Is there anything ahead, maybe there's none Feel like time gon sneak up and hit me all at once All I want is peace of mind maybe only when I'm gone, only when I'm gone Y'all did me wrong, good things come to an end Lowkey had me missing my imaginary friends Broken toys and hand me downs all just came and went Same thing could be said about all the dollars spent Cuz when Dad went away first time I had depression Nowadays my pay check goes to therapy sessions Sike nah I be throwing ones to get her undressing Two birds one stone, I count my blessings Tryna usher in a good time but this ain't no confession All you gotta do is check my facial expression I'm not taking no chances nowadays, aye If you got a issue pull up we can address it I promise I could have you second guessing the bad first impression I made aye I just cant be lil bro for eternity when I feel like there's more to me I just hope you understand All of that, was moments ago Years go by so fast, days go by so slow All of that, was moments ago Years go by so fast, days go by so slow Is there anything ahead, maybe there's none Feel like time gon sneak up and hit me all at once All I want is peace of mind maybe only when I'm gone, only when I'm gone Is there anything ahead, maybe there's none Feel like time gon sneak up and hit me all at once All I want is peace of mind maybe only when I'm gone, only when I'm gone