By Myself pt. 2

See the thing is I can hear my name getting called out even when it's silent Sometimes it feels like home sometimes it feels like violence I'm the only one invited, not being indecisive, someone finally recognizing that If it's just a dream nobody wake me The ground beneath me is shaking Butterflies in my stomach but lately The voice in my head been like Peace sign like I'm Nixon when I land All I'm really asking for is a second chance I don't wanna get too close so I'm not sure where I stand Been here all my life, second guessing where I am The present is a gift that shit be feeling like a scam It is what it is, I be doing what I can To fit the world in my palm, cuz shit been getting out of hand Been asking god at night was this all part of the plan I don't really know he could tell me but he won't No one else allowed to tell me shit when I'm in this zone Yeah I'm just being honest Don't be mad you gotta promise For the longest I've been tryna Look for something real do I find it, shit hardly I'm a home body not built for search parties I'm either by myself or I'm with my dawg like Marley My vision still blurry and my glasses are foggy so Let your tears dry one time Ugly ass day let's go outside one time Worse things have happened I just can't think of them right now I remember what they were I just can't think of them right now My friends been annoying ain't tryna link with them right now More shit is on the way hope I'm not jinxing it right now So That mean that it's up to you to get your mind off it, Right now I'm bout 6 feet high and I'm coughing To counteract the fact my phone died I didn't charge it Got sick of people calling, asking me my whereabouts Send me your location, tell me what you care about Can't talk I'm on a spaceship, speed of light seem kinda slow right now Everybody on my dick, I'm numb to it, shits not growing now So so so so So chega mais While I reach for new heights Cuz down here I swear everything gets me tight I wear my shit on my sleeve I don't feel the need to camouflage It's hard to take advice when you feel the need to sabotage Volume on high but it's low vibrations Got me like being down to earth is overrated