Carried Away

I never had it in me To act like that bitch in Othello All the shit that we done seen Someday we could write a tell all When I'm not in the game no more Know things will never be the same no more I made it here crashing Ready for action No satisfaction Just speaking facts man F*ck it I'm chilling Yeah, I don't have it in me No things will never be the same no more I don't want to have to deal with this pain no more And I get carried away like leaves in the breeze when it's autumn You know that these things happen often, so often So I'll probably be late Coming down off the trees I be copping I do what I want I got options, got options At night I be turning and tossing I just want some head to get mine off shit Kiss you on your neck who would've thought this Your mans in the picture you could crop him Just for the night I'll be on the moon that's where I reside Waiting on you, the look in your eyes I can't recognize Some blessings be too well disguised yeah Never could say that I love myself Really deep down I got no one else So I'm trying to feel alive anyway that I could I swear my intentions are good Swear we just misunderstood Writing my story I keep to myself I'm really like an open book I know I be worried and anxious about shit I promise you I'm never shook That word don't define me Please do not mind me I'm just trying to get by Though nothing gets by me No nothing gets by me I choose to let shit slide Say you cant find me You say you cant find me You must not be looking that hard Cuz I am not hiding, see wherever I be I'm just playing my part And I get carried away like leaves in the breeze when it's autumn You know that these things happen often, so often So I'll probably be late Coming down off the trees I be copping I do what I want I got options, got options And I get carried away like leaves in the breeze when it's autumn You know that these things happen often, so often So I'll probably be late Coming down off the trees I be copping I do what I want I got options, got options Don't want it to end, don't want it to end Yeah I said I'm hoping that the sun don't rise Stacking my money so high Casting a shadow so long Acting like I'm never wrong Went straight to my head now its gone Was feeling myself for a moment I hate the fact you never noticed This shit doesn't feel real It's hard to discuss How long do we last Not long enough Tell me how bad has it gotten Go ahead misremember my name Just please don't let me be forgotten I'm easy to please, these scars run deep I don't mean to make it your problem If I scare you away how thoughtless If you belong with me you'll come back So I don't feel the need to be scheming and plotting Yeah, tears overflowing Not willing to settle, I don't have it in me Trust me I'm already knowing I'm the loneliest of all vessels This playing field ain't level Die for this shit how I rock, heavy metal And you know I get carried away