emotional absence

I don't even know why im thinkin bout you I spent too many nights all about you I don't even know why I stay here waiting It's like im on my bedroom floor, just pacing It hurts me so bad I can't even eat or sleep It eats me up to the point that I feel I cant breathe I spent so many times just waiting for you to come back around But you never understood, cause all you did was reach out for the ones who didn't care The one who stayed by your side when I was never there