feel okay again

"Are you okay?" That's what they always say But I always lie and say that I'm fine It's hard to talk about it to somebody else Besides myself I write things down, and yet somehow I always feel the same As simple as it gets, I'm just afraid Oh I'll never know I'm scared that I might lose myself again But then you found me in the middle of a mess And all I ask is that you would help me forget Forget this mess Movie nights and butterflies While dancing in the rain But deep inside me I still feel afraid Oh I'll never know Afraid to feel okay again What if you let go in the end? I'd hate for us to go from lovers to strangers once again So will you help me make more sense And in return, I'll try my best I'd love for us to see things through and make it with the rest I like the way you make me feel okay I wouldn't mind kissing you in the rain If only I could stop time on that day But deep inside me I still feel afraid