Terrified

They think I'm doing fine but I'm really terrified All my friends don't know what it's like to be me They don't know what's inside God I can't control my mind I wish the girl I miss will notice me But I don't want to let her go, despite all of her lies My friends don't know what's fighting me And I don't know where to hide All of my problems are chasing me Gotta run at the speed of light My family doesn't trust me Oh I'm terrified They don't know that I'm scared to even go outside They don't know what it's like to live the life of me (me) They don't know that I'm terrified (terrified) They don't know that they're after me So I'm just hanging on to these little things I have left God, Is not on my side I'm hanging on the edge But I don't want to let her go, despite all of her lies My friends don't know what's fighting me And I don't know where to hide All of my problems are chasing me Gotta run at the speed of light My family doesn't trust me Oh I'm terrified They think that I'm alright Think that I'm simply fine Think that the hurt subsided I think that I'm out of time And now I need to rhyme Rhyme to relax my mind My friends don't know I'm fighting the demons that hide inside They think I'm doing fine but I'm really terrified All my friends don't know what it's like to be me They don't know what's inside God I can't control my mind I wish the girl I miss will notice me But I don't want to let her go, despite all of her lies My friends don't know what's fighting me And I don't know where to hide All of my problems are chasing me Gotta run at the speed of light My family doesn't trust me Oh I'm terrified Don't wanna don't wanna Don't want to let her go (Oh I'm terrified) Don't want to let her go (Oh I'm terrified) Don't wanna don't wanna Don't want to let her go (Oh I'm terrified) Oh I'm terrified