ipas and energy drinks

You're my poison and my cure Imma stay with you even though it hurts I try my best why does nothing work What a sad response guess I am the worst Why does nowhere feel like home I been thinking I might die alone Fucking hate this life I chose Where the hell should I even go from here I'm so lost and scared All these thoughts impaired Don't even act like you fucking care about me I can't take it anymore You left I close the door What was that for Everything I do feels poor I gotta work more I'm such an eyesore I wanna live my life again Give me back the time I spent It's to soon for things to end I wanna feel alive again Give me back my innocence Fill the void with sedatives Just watch me throw it all away I don't wanna be here for another day All it does is piss me off Why does nothing go my way Watch me go and fall apart I won't see another day Why does nowhere feel like home I been thinking I might die alone Fucking hate this life I chose Where the hell should I even go from here I'm so lost and scared All these thoughts impaired Don't even act like you fucking care about me I can't take it anymore You left I close the door I don't wanna be here for another day Everything I do feels poor I gotta work more Watch me go and fall apart I won't see another day