consuming

You're so consuming I see you blooming over me You're so consuming I see you blooming over me Every other day is just a breath I take I'm so trapped in the life I made I wish this could all end sooner Reach in my brain pull out this tumor Cause you don't know how this hurts me I know I'm so reserved it's unnerving You always like to talk I can't stand it Please just shut your mouth So I can understand this I don't wanna get up just to fall apart You never saw me you just saw my scars You told me just play my part From the start That it would be like this I don't wanna go on like this I'm always in the wrong and you're always so pissed How the hell can we get this fixed Get this fixed Why did you even have to go there I know what you think oh my god it's not fair I just in this despair As you got my head in your crosshairs You're so consuming I see you blooming over me (in your crosshairs) You're so consuming I see you blooming over me (sit in my despair) I don't wanna get up just to fall apart You never saw me you just saw my scars You told me just play my part From the start That it would be like this I don't wanna go on like this I'm always in the wrong and you're always so pissed How the hell can we get this fixed