ilish balance (feat. grace o'donovan) şarkı sözleri
I'm in a spiral
Took everything to call
This illness feels viral
Think I hit a wall
I'm in a daze
I need to reconstruct
Clear all the haze
Pickup where I left off
Who do I call on
When I feel uninspired
Most of my family
Wanting me to retire
I'm sorry I ain't
Ever been a good liar
Can't be me inside an office
With suit and ties
That's not me
That's not me
Cuz even when I am just spiraling
I know I'm still inspiring
Many people in the youth
They just tell me go and do
Every little thing you do
illy man you really got it
With your moves
Yeah I really got the juice
But finding ways to improve
I'm in a spiral
Took everything to call
This illness feels viral
Think I hit a wall
I'm in a daze
I need to reconstruct
Clear all the haze
Pickup where I left off
Time is a luxury I know
I'll never get back
Thought I'd be young forever
Oou I Fell for the trap
My heart of gold became cold
Buried deep inside my soul
Searching for the younger me
Innocent down to the T
But that man's been long gone
Like them long nights
On a bender seeing blurry lights
Did a 180 in the wrong direction
Can't even recognize my complexion
Complicated moody behavior
No good at being my own God
I'm full of flaws I need a savior oou
I need a savior
I'm in a spiral
Took everything to call
This illness feels viral
Think I hit a wall
I'm in a daze
I need to reconstruct
Clear all the haze