buried

I see your paragraph Saying you need a break I felt my gut drop and my heart sink Then I sit down and I spiral and I think What did I do wrong Was I too much or not enough Don't shut me out because I was trying Please don't leave me on this doorstep crying Don't shut me out because I was trying Please don't leave me on this doorstep crying A wave of emotions take my soul I feel the pain and the hurt unfold This is what I was afraid of A heartbreak out of love You said you loved me But now I don't know what to believe Was I just a fucking toy to you Did I ever fucking matter to you Was I just a fucking toy to you Did I ever fucking matter to you 3 weeks later and there's someone new Is this someone who will fucking leave too Leave me in the ground, where you thought you buried me 3 weeks later and there's someone new Is this someone who'll leave too