Visions

I heard a little voice Call from the inside Feelin' sick in the head From a long drive Haven't felt safe from myself In a long time But I guess that's just the way That I'm designed These words Are my misery to you Like red ink I bleed These words for you And all that could have been But you cannot comprehend I read the letter that you wrote Guess I'm all right Take a drink Light 'em up What good is suicide If I'm already fucking dead on the inside Guess I never had a chance in a world of lies But my hate I've saved it up for you And every time we kissed You never knew That I was giving in And you were my heroin You left me lying On the floor Knew I'd come Begging you for more If I'm the bullet You're the gun But I swear to God That I'm alone You know You knew You knew You know You know I kill a bit of myself Every single night Need another little taste Just to get right She was the only one who ever made me feel fine But I guess that's just the way that I'm designed These nights I medicate the truth And every line I did it all for you And all that could have been But you cannot comprehend Incandescent minds We dance by candlelight Like in Victorian times But I've lost my fucking mind I cut myself to kill the pain Bleed it out but it won't go away Guess I was just born this way Meant to spark and not fade away You left me lying On the floor Knew I'd come Begging you for more If I'm the bullet You're the gun But I swear to God That I'm alone You know You knew You knew You know You know You left me lying On the floor Knew I'd come Begging you for more If I'm the bullet You're the gun But I swear to God That I'm alone You know You knew You knew You know You know Just save yourself Just save yourself Just save yourself I'm coming home Just save yourself I'm coming home Just save yourself I'm coming home Just save yourself I'm coming home Just save yourself You left me lying On the floor Knew I'd come Begging you for more If I'm the bullet You're the gun But I swear to God That I'm alone You know You knew You knew You know You know You left me lying On the floor Knew I'd come Begging you for more If I'm the bullet You're the gun But I swear to God That I'm alone You know You knew You knew You know You know