My time

I been feeling that maybe it's my time to go Baby I don't like this I think I should let you go I been drinking my self to sleep Im having nightmares So much to handle I can not deal with my self My Feelings poured all over my bedroom floor Depression hello my friend you leave me sore Body feeling numb I been in a really big war Woke up looking at my self in the mirror f*ck I don't wanna feel like this anymore Treat me bad and make me sad and more Ignore myself when I need you the most I lost my self when I saw my ghost These demons keep creeping I don't have no time for sleeping These feelings Im keeping inside my head Im screaming My Emotions feeling like they breaking through the ceiling Darkness Is the enemy but I'm a star don't test me Am I living Am I dying Am I sinking Am I Flying Am I drinking I be trying Am I limping I'll be fine Guess this is my new beginning I been feeling that maybe it's my time to go Baby I don't like this I think I should let you go I been drinking my self to sleep Im having nightmares So much to handle I can not deal with my self