Painful Reality

I'm sorry I never knew how to love There was never love back at home Loud screams, loud voices I never felt love All I ever knew is do the same damn things I'm sorry for screaming at you You know my life is kinda messed up right now Asking me questions I don't feel good right now I saw so many fucked up things Matured as a young kid I'm stuck in a loop You the only one who made me feel love You the only one who made my heart love You the only one who showed me what love does It's this painful reality Oh I'm fake? Do you wanna see? Yeah you hate my mentality Is it cuz you're a wanna be? Is that something you wanna be? Living life is what's meant to be I am not just your make believe You expect me to be your dream Is it that hard for you to see? That I'm trying hard not to leave But you make me feel differently No you don't take me seriously You told me you kept your promise In the end you were the one who broke it Leaving me at my lowest You never knew a damn thing about me Yes I did loved you with all my life I sacrificed so many things look into my eyes Don't worry about me you'll see when I rise F*ck a feeling cuase they all tend do die Die Die Die Die Babe don't come back running to my arms I gave you the chance but you took it like a charm Thinking you innocent didn't know you could harm I'm just left alone looking at the stars Thinking about the fun memories from the start Now I will just live with a broken heart I'm sorry I never knew how to love There was never love back at home Loud screams, loud voices I never felt love All I ever knew is do the same damn things I'm sorry for screaming at you You know my life is kinda messed up right now Asking me questions I don't feel good right now I saw so many fucked up things Matured as a young kid I'm stuck in a loop You the only one who made me feel love You the only one who made my heart love You the only one who showed me what love does