Pain to Perfection

Run that bag, Torreto! Ill Leet, ah Feel like charcoal, I been blazin' Used to have a dark soul, now I feel amazin' Livin' by a barcode, got you slavin' Florida boy, heart of gold, and I brought the wave in I just sing, yeah, but in silence Martin, I'm a King, I ain't really with the violence I just do my thing, man, I been tryin' I'm a human being and I know I'm slowly dyin' I got sick as hell, dawg, I been hurtin' Everyday, I'm either taking pills, or with nurses I can't find a day to chill, plus it ain't worth it Lately, I been either paying bills, or I'm workin' Or I'm out in nature, prolly baskin' Either eatin' straight pure, or I'm prolly fastin' Call a chiropractor, I beat her back in Where is the contractor? I'ma need a backend Lookin' to the Heaven's askin' "why?" I'on know Prolly why I'm steady gettin' high, I be low You can't e'en look me in my eye, 'cause you'll fold Wonder why I always keep my fye? 'Cause it's cold, man What do I do? Man, I been searchin' What do I say? Damn, It ain't workin' How should I move? Know they been lurkin' Nigga, which way? I've been uncertain I'm losing my cool, Lord, I've been hurtin' I've been in pain, do I deserve it? What do I do to make this shit worth it? I'll be okay, it's already perfect I'm conceited, so I brag sometimes Showin' off the shit I never needed, tryna advertise Still over here begging and I'm pleading, like I'm agonized Even got the lady of my dreams and I ain't satisfied Like, what the f*ck is wrong with me? I never wanted this Do her dirty, but I walk around like I'm the one and shit Ain't no point in fighting, gotta take what ever come with it I'm looking at my life and everything I've ever done with it See, I been through a lot, and now… I'm sufferin' Always tried to walk around and act like it was nothin' Guess that shit and karma finally did some catching up, then Give this shit my all, I can't go back to havin' nothin' I'm on the move, I just been workin' No time to play, why? This shit urgent I just can't lose, whole different person Makin' a way, I got tired of searchin' Now I'm that dude, just like a surfer Ridin' the wave, yea, cowabunga You betta move, make like inertia Get out the way, I don't wanna hurt ya