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Anxiety took control I feel the haunting fear of being alone Afraid that things could get worst I need somebody to trust I'm trying not to think of it If I let go, I let me go When I'm starting to heal Then my pain starts to grow I'm trying not to think of it If I let go, I let me go There's no air to be breathed Neither light to behold As a fragile child into the cold I search for the warm embrace of my loved ones But there's no one here So I hug death with my eyes closed I'm trying not to think of it If I let go, I let me go When I'm starting to heal Then my pain starts to grow I'm trying not to think of it If I let go, I let me go There's no air to be breathed Neither light to behold With my blackened lungs I kneel and beg myself Get me out of here This ill-lit room is cold as hell I'm trying not to think of it If I let go, I let me go When I'm starting to heal Then my pain starts to grow I'm trying not to think of it If I let go, I let me go There's no air to be breathed Neither light to behold I'm trying not to think of it If I let it go, I let me go I'm trying not to think I'm trying, I'm trying, But I'm already fucking gone Yes, I'm already fucking gone Yes, I'm already fucking Gone