Street Lamps

My life ain't what it seems I'm gone Chasing this dream and maybe lately I need to put my grief in a song I'm on I find peace in silence It's funny wonder why I'm so lonely I only see up Never below me I'm feeling king moon walking stay floating Closely watching bitch slapped by these seconds that clocking Often I get lost in the glare of these street lamps driving down memory lane I'm feeling insane I'm saying I'm not okay but every day I'm thankful I can see the sky is grey it's a price to pay Growing older night and day these two shoulders Getting colder and they chip away I'd just wish I gave Things I didn't say all I know can't let go when I smile I get hope put them seeds in a hole let it grow I just reap what I sew never fold all that glitter It ain't gold used to want it now I don't All y'all fake what a joke I'm a I'm a I'm a I'm a I'm a I'm a I'm a I'm a I ain't never been This is it this is better than yeah better than And to think I would let them win Guess again And to think I would let them win Swear I'm flying shooting star cross the sky and Wasn't lying when I say forever trying I'm triumph Never dying I'm a dine on this den of lions To the finish line ticking is the time let it go Took it for granted set in stone only the past Where the mind feels to be home Hate me I do greatly when I cry don't know what's wrong Maybe I do I'm crazy used to say too much now withdrawn Now I just shoot for the dome how I'm just losing control Typically do when I roam misery never alone It likes company but I'm far from that And what's under me like a hundred feet I ain't going back straight heart attack When I'm on the beat put my soul in tracks It's love for me and luckily I was called to rap Give my all to that My all to that I'm a I'm a I'm a I'm a I'm a I'm a I'm a I'm a I ain't never been This is it this is better than yeah better than And to think I would let them win Guess again And to think I would let them win