Feelns

I get in my feelings when I think about you Sometimes I feel lost when I ain't around you I got to smile to keep from crying because I hate drowning I let 'em laugh at my pain, but I keep smiling Fighting demons on a daily I got war scars Suicidal thoughts man my life's hard Trying to reach the top but it seems too far Getting used to my lonesome got a cold heart I bet they love me when rich or miss me when I'm dead How can I stay focused with these thoughts in my head Clutching on my pistol every night before bed Every day I wake all I think about death Somebody pray for me, I need more than ever So close to losing fate feels like I'm dancing with the devil I'm getting impatient like is it ever gone get better Ready to pop out and rock out with heavy metals Don't want to fall victim or get lost in the system Lost too many soldiers can't explain how much I miss em Trying to find the exit in music So close to quitting Thought it'll help escape all the pain I'm still feeling Bottles after bottles I ain't numb till it's empty 40s stuffed with hallows got me spinning till I'm dizzy My Bitch want to leave cause I'm always in the streets I tell every Bitch im waist deep every time we meet I'm a damage individual idk why you want me It's hard cope with life without oxeyes in my blood stream You don't know me so stop telling me you love me You don't know me so stop telling me you love me I get in my feelings when I think about you Sometimes I feel lost when I ain't around you I got to smile to keep from crying because I hate drowning I let 'em laugh at my pain, but I keep smiling Fighting demons on a daily I got war scars Suicidal thoughts man my life's hard Trying to reach the top but it seems too far Getting used to my lonesome got a cold heart I bet they love me when rich or miss me when I'm dead How can I stay focused with these thoughts in my head Clutching on my pistol every night before bed Every day I wake all I think about death