Till you get it

(My production style is probably well described as scatterbrain) (Yeah) I think very deeply and get lost between eye blinks I'm sitting, reminiscing on this game of sorts and I sink Into a funk I've been on the brink of great shit before Many times too many rhymes and too many beats to rewind man Remind me why I sign my life away? This ain't been a paper chase A couple times I tried to put the mic away, safe to say Ain't been successful at that, I get possessive in rap But still get slept on and stepped on like wrestling mats Thinking damn all the rest of 'em whack Attracting a whole lot of stats while I check from the back Lately I've been thinking that I'm maybe on a different path So maybe now I ain't trippin' on that Perhaps through your tensions and accolades is something I'm past Gimme some quiet and solitude maybe that's where I'm at Actual facts laying back while I relax in the bath Plothing my plans to expand pass the traffic in rap Passing the hat to whoever still be blasting that rap As if I had it to begin with to be passing the cap You think you know what you want till you get it But when you get it then you just don't know (surprise surprise baby) It's all you know so it's hard to forget it (that's for real) To the point that you can't let go Oh-ho-oh-oh-ho I know what you mean bro, I'm quarantine binge watching Tarantino On my grown shit with a glass of vino No more pass the blunt it's pass the Pinot And even if we had one roll your own Take an edible you can be rolling stone Get it, roll and stoned, not a Rolling Stones Kyrie Irving of my raps cause I open zones Rhythmic ammo I deliver explosive blows Switch up the channel National Geographic shit's about to get graphic Filthy McNasty, whiplash these fools How we flow in the pocket and keep their heads moving I collect assets to keep my bread moving I miss doing them mic checks to keep their hands moving One-Two One-Two come through Moka, Illa J, what the f*ck you wanna do (uh) You think you know what you want till you get it But when you get it then you just don't know It's all you know so it's hard to forget it (that's fo real) To the point that you can't let go Oh-ho-oh-oh-ho