v. heal ii

illa is a traveling man I'm moving through places, space and time I got a lot of things that I got to do Not now, I'm coming back to you, back to you Memories don't live like people do They always remember you Whether that things are good or bad It's just the memories Memories don't live like people Memories don't live like people do They always remember you Whether that things are good or bad It's just the memories I'm a traveling man, moving through places My grandma be tripping Sometimes I take the whip and I'm ready to dip Little cup of that Activist I'm ready to sip One false turn and this whole vehicle ready to flip My grandma be tripping Sometimes I take the whip and I'm ready to dip Little cup of that activist and I'm ready to sip One false turn and this whole vehicle ready to flip F*ck it I lived a pretty good life so theres no reason to trip I never asked to be so different I swear to God I'm an alien I done came from a different district I wasn't supposed to make it up in this world, somehow I did it I was under 7 pounds, I couldn't breathe, and lack nutrition I never asked to be so different I swear to God I'm an alien that came from a different district I wasn't supposed to make it up in this world, somehow I did it I was under seven pounds, I couldn't breathe and lack nutrition My doctors was magicians Struggling with trauma all my life I've been a victim My own father abandoned me and left me with his addiction Chemical imbalance, I ain't spoke till I was seven. They thought that I had autism, but I just had depression I know you got some pain too, so I'm gonna let you heal I been m##### as a kid too, so I know how that shit feel Stepfather beating on my mama, wishing his ass would chill Don't put your hands on mama or this shit finna get real We all knew his ass was drinking so we still forgave him still That was a little bit too much info man, I think I should probably chill Geeking off these meds I used to have seizures in my classroom Niggas called me weird, I had to fight them in the bathroom F*ck all them bitches in my school that called me weird I was in a war with God, tryna just hold back all my tears In rehabilitation for three months, I felt alone I couldn't go outside, I had no access to no phone On the telephone, like mama please please please let me come home Tears up in her eyes, she told me sorry and then hung up the phone Feeling so alone, I felt like nobody else would listen I transmuted that energy and became a dope musician With a badass bitch and a codeine prescription All these blessings bro, I never thought this shit would happen I love you mama so much for making all of this happen All them times you had the fake a smile when you wasn't happy Norman I still miss you, in my eyes your still a soldier In that crib without no heat, we was going through foreclosure Bri-Bri if you listening, just know that I still love you I just always wish I was older, just so I can protect you From the pain your father gave you, when his ass neglects you From them boys that dated you, that used to disrespect you Britty if you listening, just know I won't forget you Unaware of your conditions, I ain't know that you was special Just like you, I was off of them meds too shorty, Just like you I was in special ed too shorty Music for the runaway I know you understand Can't be a runaway, you gotta have a plan Can't be a runaway, you gotta be a man I know you understand Music for the runaways, I know you understand Can't be a runaway you gotta have a plan Can't be a runaway, you gotta be a man iLLA UNDERSTANDS.