I Feel Fine

Back in high school I wasn't shit when I went in I had a close circle and I didn't want to fit in The friends came and went and the rest of them stayed And after all this time, I think I see the blade The blade that you use when you cut negativity The blade that will bring you peace and tranquillity As I got older, my mind got weaker Another day, another question in my head like a speaker Yo! What's it like live and what's it like to die? I can't just leave yet without saying (goodbye) All alone outside again trying just to hide I can't really think straight, I hate my stupid mind It made me open up to the wrong fuckin people, Who never really looked at me and saw me as an equal You didn't want to know but all of a sudden you've taken interest, You thought it was joke, I wish I had a witness To cover my back if I'm ever in a trap, I'm pushed into the corner and they want me to snap I don't know where I am or who I'm supposed to be It's happening again, the stares are all at me My heart starts to pound, I fell to the ground, I woke up the next day, where the f*ck I'm I now? Is this really just me or am I about to lose it? Then again how would I know, this shit is so confusing It's getting really late and I gotta go work but I'm staring into space I'm feeling berserk It's hard to go along your day, When the people closets to you don't believe what you say It fucks with your mind and yes I really tired Cause every time I've explained it, you always mistake it For an excuse, a lie, a joke, you take it for something other, Than the fuckin truth! So just give me time and listen to the rhyme Make sure you heard the shit, directly in your ear Cause family won't respect ya and friends will disappear I've only said this shit once but f*ck it here I go No longer will I let this petty shit fuckin grow If you're looking for advice then I'll tell you this much Feeling alone in a crowed room sucks So don't mess it up the message is clear I'm finally done fuckin hiding, no longer in fear I'm running out of time so I'll leave you with this line (I feel fine) (I feel fine) (I feel fine) (I feel fine)