No Exit

I don't believe in heaven but I'm still afraid of hell Living in my world just the way I made it, well I hate it cause to put it simply there is just no way to tell Myself that I'm a scapegoat and the blame that I've been taking elevates My reputation in my head alone Addicted to this pain I need some methadone Heading home to set in stone The story of my metamorphosis from innocence to total Self awareness I've prepared a message at the tone Hi, sorry I can't pick up the phone I wonder if I'm better off to leave it unknown Whether I'm dreaming or comatose cause I've given up hope I've surrendered to the notion that you're rendering copious images Showing the differences between what I wrote And what I have spoken, whether I swim or I only float Now every moment implodes When I consider the potency Off the sins you're supposedly Witnessing here we go Hell Is other people If I could escape I would Not sure there's such things as good and evil Hell Is other people If I could escape I would Not sure there's such things as good and evil I don't need a demon to punish me Suddenly, I'm under the impression that others see I've constructed with puzzle pieces an ugliness covering The son that I wanna be all you see is the other things A hunter becoming the hunted stunted my growth A hundred rebuttals confronted we're under oath And an abundance of post traumatic attacks are the most Fun that I've had since abandoning reason, trade it for ghost Stories that I've gotta know Ignoring all of the broken pieces of plot in my mythology dishonors my soul You can cut to the chorus, but can't afford to forgo The all important components of being warned that you're showing With every action or motion that you are living in dissonance We can capture the friction between your throat and your whispering It can't be redacted, don't give a shit what you're wishing Infinity is how a minute seems when I'm in your vision Hell Is other people If I could escape I would Not sure there's such things as good and evil Hell Is other people If I could escape I would Not sure there's such things as good and evil