Burden

You know I f*ck it up Shit outta luck Contemplating can't shut down Leave me be I wanna drown They said to suck it up Self hate building up You know I f*ck it up Yeah, I f*ck it up I stay stuck Overanalyze everything I can't resist Got me moving backwards I don't know why I'm pissed Always dreamin' What I missed Under pressure Writing lists Bottled up I insist At a twist Can't exist At one point I be glowing But can't have it showing So I keep it going All my thoughts are flowing My biggest fear is knowing Mind is never slowing Never predict, things I depict Feels so restrict, got me so sick What the f*ck's wrong Where they all gone Gotta stay strong Taking too long Always in the wrong All along My condition be critical Say I be cynical I'm on that medical To be acceptable You be the skeptical Words always bendable Try to be credible So full of shit Guess this be it At the start I wanna quit Just let it sit Cigarette lit Get my last hit Before my fit Cannot commit Head open split Just wanna dip Into a ditch Open the stitch Feelin' the itch Can never switch It be my niche, bitch What the f*ck's wrong Where they all gone Gotta stay strong Taking too long Always in the wrong All along My condition be critical Say I be cynical I'm on that medical To be acceptable You be the skeptical Words always bendable Try to be credible What the f*ck's wrong Where they all gone I can't stay strong Taking too long Always in the wrong All along Thoughts takin' over me Imagine how it might be Tell to me to grab a seat Listen to my heartbeat Hanging from the ceiling Feel like I'm healing Got me the rest I need Finally got me free You know I f*ck it up, yeah You know I f*ck it up, yeah You know I f*ck it up, yeah You know I f*ck it up Yeah, yeah yeah You know I f*ck it up, yeah You know I f*ck it up, yeah You know I f*ck it up, yeah You know I f*ck it up Yeah, yeah yeah