PANIC ATTACK

Lay in bed Wanna be dead Wake up instead Thoughts in my head Thoughts in my head Lay in bed Wanna be dead Wake up instead Thoughts in my head Thoughts in my head Lay in bed Wanna be dead Wake up instead Thoughts in my head Thoughts in my head Lay in bed Wanna be dead Wake up instead Thoughts in my head Thoughts in my head Another day got me just laying in bed And I don't wanna get up I'm wishing I'm dead All emotions misread and I'm lying instead They all only listening to half what I said, yeah Hey boy how do you feel? Are you able to deal? Yeah this feel real, but I keep my mouth sealed Cause I know they can't help me heal Another day got me just laying in bed And I don't wanna get up I'm wishing I'm dead All emotions misread and I'm lying instead They all only listening to half what I said, yeah Hey boy how do you feel? Are you able to deal? Yeah this feel real, but I keep my mouth sealed Cause I know they can't help me heal Panic attack has got me feeling ready to die Verge of suicide Cannot decide to hang or fight But being honest I don't feel right Wanna disappear like the fucking sun over night I let it all in Feeling uncomfortable in my own skin, yeah You see me grin But you're never gonna find out what is happening within So useless, so clueless Try to let it heal like it's bruised in And I proved it, feel so worthless Treat myself like shit on purpose Drag me down So I let it go Overthink to the point that I don't know I don't know Another day got me just laying in bed And I don't wanna get up I'm wishing I'm dead All emotions misread and I'm lying instead They all only listening to half what I said, yeah Hey boy how do you feel? Are you able to deal? Yeah this feel real, but I keep my mouth sealed Cause I know they can't help me heal Another day got me just laying in bed And I don't wanna get up I'm wishing I'm dead All emotions misread and I'm lying instead They all only listening to half what I said, yeah Hey boy how do you feel? Are you able to deal? Yeah this feel real, but I keep my mouth sealed Cause I know they can't help me heal Lay in bed Wanna be dead Wake up instead Thoughts in my head Thoughts in my head Drag me down I can't let go Drag me down I can't let go