Existential Crisis

Are they going to burn Revolting thoughts around my head I can't see I can't see I can't see where I've been led I don't believe I don't believe I never believed I don't believe I don't believe I never believed Tell the story of a mighty being That's merciful yet destructive Disgusting lies That rob you of your innocence Open up your eyes And see the truth for what's within Am I going to burn Repeats the voice inside my head There's no flame, there's no pain Only emptiness remains I don't believe I don't believe you live again I don't believe I don't believe you live again Tell of the monster that leads you astray By distracting you one percent Disgusting lies That rob you of your innocence Open up your eyes And see the truth for what's within And in the end There's no pain Only cold Only emptiness Now the realization of the cold after my death Is a paradigm that I cannot embrace At least I thought I'd be immortal through my legacy But there goes the sun exploding I'm going down into a spiral of despair This concept of reality is driving me insane At least I thought I'd be immortal through my legacy What's the point of living f*ck it, everything is gonna be erased It's gonna be erased Breathe. breathe. breathe. breathe Now the realization of the cold after my death Is a paradigm that I cannot embrace At least I thought I'd be immortal through my legacy But there goes the sun exploding I'm not going to burn Screams out the thoughts inside my head I can see I can see I can see inside of me It's just a phase It's just a phase I want to erase It's just a phase It's just a phase I want to erase Can you stare into the endless night I don't believe I don't believe I never believed I don't believe I don't believe, I've never