stream of consciousness

I have talked to god about you Shit that was sincere Cause when i think about you I be like Amen And when i feel it heavy I pick a call for mercy You actin kind of weird, - Let go off my hand Well, that was unstoppable Late nights out of sight Tryna avoid obstacles Shit I was scared Is these cold hearts are uncrackable ? I might be dead If I'm closer enough to logic doors Slick minds got me livin on the otherside Where macklemore reside And I have seen my people's dreams die I used to rooftop Vibing and soothing my ears Skipping anxiousness Im on another hype when I spit Stressing because of destiny and projects I swear the process and me are from a common place Sapping energy that's not a wise option Imma be the last one laughing I turn my back against the wall Life is crazy how it comes and how it goes White sheets got me dreaming about tomorrow God please I'm your kid I need a hand to hold Managing emotions Feeling like big deals are approaching Feeling like the Old me is a habbit The new me cast seeds And hope yall understand it So just be careful what you wish for Im not being dramatic Everyone's insecure Im trying to tell a story, that you can borrow And it will take away all of your sorrow Well this is Temporary shit, huh That's the script of my life and I need to write it right Smudging the ink Let me show you how it seems All of my memory, my spirit and my therapy