Only1

I dont feel like theres much to be said I feel like i might be dead thoughts of consciousness slowly through my head couldnt get out of bed its like this book i read replaying over and over like what I said am I dead? ---man Thats a bit too deep thoughts I keep inside the mind with no seep I be wondering when it's ok to admit that I weep images playing for keeps this shit has me feelin diseased I talk to deth with ease, take me when I'm ready dont just tease Same old shit on my mind I'm hoping while flying wish I could climb this ladder without trying but the reality to see I cant control whats inside of me pulling me just making sure I'm here for you to see what I couldnt be my eyes just couldnt see so instead I'm retiring and hoping one day you get your diamond ring Trying this rap thing because I know I cant fuckin sing I made up my mind and now I'm sitting here just focusing call me things and i be noticing get my revenge sit in tight make this right im cleared for flight what grows most at night 2 put up a fight on a rope tight eye was granted sight im just asking for a small share of the light kinda funny this is money and it came from the newwww -est part of my mind a new timeline this is just the starttt call me - - what I am me I'm just jamming tried to stab me couldn't have me I'm just here to be that last one fuckin standing