Losing Control

Always falling apart Never seemed too smart Most of the time Seems like life's taken a turn Keep feeling like it's all gonna burn Like it's all gonna burn down Well it doesn't matter how I feel I know this isn't the real deal Been searching all my life Been trying just to find you And I can't believe you're mine And It all started with a feeling Ohh Ohhh ohh Can you see it In my eyes Are you feeling what I'm feeling My father one day He told me follow your heart Didn't know at the time It meant we'd Be apart And I'm so lost My mind is wandering What do I do Where do I go He said one day you'll know And right now My mind out of control Heart beating out my chest He said one day you'll know I've been living in darkness I'm used to the swing and the miss But this doesn't feel like me I don't know what to do Who am I right now I'm confused It's not you What do I do It's the truth It's not you Pitch black Life in a cave Cant find a way to escape Seeing a light at the end of the tunnel But it's too far out I can feel life spiraling I'm losing all of My control Without you every breath of life is Empty terribly Dull My father one day He told me follow your heart Didn't know at the time It meant we'd Be apart And I'm so lost My mind is wandering What do I do Where do I go He said one day you'll know Ooh I miss you and I miss us And I'm always dreaming of you But Now our Dream is done Life's not right Life's not fair It cant be true I'm going but I don't know where