suicidal head

You see me through my eyes Not my soul, not my heart Two days pass, you ignore Two days pass, you're with someone You should've said who you really love You should've said that you were gone You should've sent me a refund There's warranty for others trust Close up baby don't roll up I dont want to see you again Hang up baby no hookup I dont need no more of brain drain You said that you want to be friends But I don't want to be friends with no whore Tell me that I changed up I don't even care bro You're not even sure Hey, It's good to chase bitches once in a while but please, Don't ever give them your heart They will f*ck you up F*ck you stop that Pretty lies hide that Ditty eyes  drop that Scummy heart hide that Reminisce the bad dreams Repeating all the bad deeds Losing to the sad feels Accusing my  bad birth I got to know who you really are I got to know the truth behind I made my brain just overdrive I wish I met you when I wasn't high You ask me why I never try It's cause' I met that demon at the night I wish my life was like in H.265 I'm drowning In silence And I don't See lights Love is Callin' Me back I dunno where I go with this, but I know that I'll go I don't need no bitch, but I know that it hurts alone I just need some fun so I can get out of my hole Celebrating Easter, I'm on my own My parents left the house to the grandparents they were so mad For me not getting out my bed I'm sorry I'm suicidal head