Sojourn

Been feeling lost and alone Deep fear became my home No one understands what I need I don't know what to believe Spiritual journey Solving the problems that hurt me Don't know where am I going The pain's overflowing Is this even working Time slows Stops and goes Past and future juxtaposed Scrambling for an answer While the sun sets without a home Hungry heart Void within Here I came There it went Inner peace Heaven sent In search of enlightenment Been running and running With no direction Can't find my peace No self reflection Just indiscretion No self defense It's just deflection No one knows who I am anymore Haven't changed same as before Getting tired of shutting my doors Is it so bad to aspire for more Aspirations only get me so far Why must I change Why's it so hard Try to maintain Everything spinning around Oh shit the world's upside down Irresponsible childish Daydreaming argumentative Won't be the villain you want me to be Loving heart comes naturally Can't you see I did everything that I can With the plan that I came with Guess it's time for a gameswitch Blueprints blew in the wind Time to write my own pages I say love you say naive I say give and you say bleed Forget the doors I'm headed for the window Time for a change I'm done with limbo Hungry heart Void within Here I came There it went Inner peace Heaven sent In search of enlightenment Confusion Confronted Delusional Stunted Adversity Evaluation Triumphant Elevation Feeling fed No more dread Love is here without within No more searching I found it With my fears I've broken bread