Lost Soul

I aint a lost soul I know where to go Not Up or down but On my own and I cant lose control I aint a lost soul I know where to go Not Up or down but On my own and I cant lose control I'm not selling no, just out bidding both The power is through here cause i can see the road Im getting lost down in the maze just to find my way Memorizing every detail so i never stay I always make it back To where i started at Im going Deeper than Than ive ever been I gotta find whats through that door its looking grim Painted in all black but i gotta know ill make it back I aint a lost soul I know where to go Not Up or down but On my own and I cant lose control I aint a lost soul I know where to go Not Up or down but On my own and I cant lose control Was trying way to hard To learn it all at once I was all work And i had no fun But Then i let them in All of my demons Lets have a meeting Lets fight for the peace here Can we do this? And Unclench our fist? Ask for guidance And not abuse substance Does this make since to any of you? Neither did electric or wearing shoes I aint a lost soul I know where to go Not Up or down but On my own and I cant lose control I aint a lost soul I know where to go Not Up or down but On my own and I cant lose control But arent we all on the inside always searching Looking for the meaning in something simple like surface Aspects of the life like a grain of fucking salt Something so small but if multiplied comes power to move the world A constant friction I have a prediction If i give it all up for the this imma fucking get addicted Theres no doubt in my mind that ill make it But the sacrifice out weights so I'm conflicted I aint a lost soul I know where to go Not Up or down but On my own and I cant lose control I aint a lost soul I know where to go Not Up or down but On my own and I cant lose control