Psychoholic

I don't like you but I cannot deny you Searching for dawns not so gray You leave me nothing, but tell me it's something And I cannot escape the pain It feels like I have seen this once before Take your claws out of me I don't want this anymore I am a psychoholic, addicted to wounds you inflict I am a psychoholic, twisted by your kiss No way out and no way back from here I am a psychoholic, what makes me live, what makes me sick How many times can I scrape away the grime Before it stains me through I wanted everything, you took away anything Left to pick up myself after you I know that I have heard this once before This tortured spirit cannot rise up from the floor anymore I am a psychoholic, addicted to wounds you inflict I am a psychoholic, twisted by your kiss No way out and no way back from here I am a psychoholic, what makes me live, what makes me sick What has become of a man so young Ruined by words untrue Nothing to believe in, on bloodied knees he's grieving And still he waits for you I know I have felt this shit before Ease the aching, but I still can't close that fucking door I am a psychoholic, addicted to wounds you inflict I am a psychoholic, twisted by your kiss No way out and no way back from here I am a psychoholic, what makes me live, what makes me sick