Insidious

Oh This feeling from inside of me I've hidden it so well will they ever see Callously it tortures me Like parasites, I grit my teeth What's become of me The misery The memories Of the better days A better me I fear that I'm falling deeper again Where have I gone What have I done (Where have I been) My Sanity comes crawling back I feel as if my heart turns black When did it all become so cold Its got its fucking hold on me Insidious feelings from inside of me Will I swim or will I sink Why the F*ck can I not think I hang this rope I seek to leave What's left of there for you to see A broken man with a broken dream It's my misery I fear that I'm falling deeper again Where have I gone What have I done (Where have I been) My Sanity comes crawling back I feel as if my heart turns black When did it all become so cold Last night I watched myself sleep And then I flew away The darkness calls It's haunting me Insidious It's haunting me Insidious No longer a part of me I fear that I'm falling deeper again Where have I gone What have I done What have I done I fear that I'm falling deeper again Where have I gone What have I done (Where have I been) My Sanity comes crawling back I feel as if my heart turns black When did it all become so cold Become so cold Become so cold