Confrontation With My Conscience

Uhhuh Run it Search deep within your mind see what you'll find The devil behind my eyes I hate my skin my body crys Cut it simple like a line snort my dope until I'm fried Look in to my eyes whatchu find Soulless mastermind stuck behind in time whatchu find Eliminate all my opps I spin the block I watch him drop Be benevolent stay on top Watch the crooked cowards flock They stay together well I'm solo Im solo cause I'm so low Searching deep within my mind I'll tell you what I find Emotions in disguise way behind my blackend eyes There's a light up in there to I see it shining through Habitually ridiculed for all that I will do A little red guy with some bulging blackened eyes He said he runs my thoughts he's real emotional He likes to pick an pull on every single thing I do F*ck yo opinion god no one I serve but I Empty the clip screaming f*ck life F*ck all your feelings god no pity for weak But I screaming f*ck it they all must die Schizo see him creeping from my left eye Make friends with the voices just to get by Making friends with the voices just to get by I'm takin notes on ways to cope while  hanging on this rope of life Will I kill myself or will I be another sacrifice Sick of being nice I wanna keep it real and bring this darkness all to light Im here to speak about all the things you are afraid to say Like the secrets that you'll keep and carry till your dying days All the things kept tucked away like your memories are stray You've forgotten everything from your adolescent days Especially the thing's that almost took you out the game That's why I keep my hoodie up im blocking out and blackin out I used to fight for proving stuff ill smack your punk ass all around I used to rob n steal n stuff taking everything I'm down I used to like the thrill to much but now I'm only better now I used to snort up pills n stuff and now I never come around I used to wanna kill my self but now floating higher now The earth that's all around me feeling grounded And the heart that's in my chest I feel it beating pumping pounding The stars up in the sky i See them shining like their diamonds The planets all around me are aligning While I'm floating on this beat not even trying Bullying you bitches got you crying I got demand and I'm supplying Cause the knowledge I posses can turn your peace into a riot My rhymes a masterpiece you can't deny it the skills I have impeccable you call me I decline it Yeah you call me I decline it I got the heat to burn I'm giving out a lesson to the simple minded herd You got a lot to learn Your brain is being rotten by the content you consume  the devils in the room You wanna see him here take all of these shrooms the lesson isn't simple It isn't something you can do You can only do it when you true to me and you true the point of life Truth within the light the truth we all failed so f*ck it where's my right f*ck it where's my right F*ck it where's my right F*ck it where's my right F*ck it where's my right