Razorblade Calamity

I been patiently waiting to quit This self depreciating Go and smoke up a blunt stop my Mind overthinking Not a second to waste it no Second chance to embrace it Make another mistake you end up Facing the pavement So if my brain is all damaged am I Mentally stranded Can not live empty handed I'm Not given no planning So if im plotting or scheeming Dirty money im fiening for a way To find meaning But I'm still broken just dreaming What if she is my reason or what If im just a demon No perfect ending im seeing These people floating and Screaming Well I'm just counting my reasons Im seeing these visions of my life Being clearer But I see no soul when I look in the mirror Your little lip it'll quiver with this punch I deliver Razorblade on my plate snort that shit up for dinner I'm acsinner my liver getting filled up with liquor Any chance for a picture Maybe not I remembered that my life is an error Am I a terror I scare you Venomous lyrics when I spill it I'm a raw kid Venomous lyrics when I spill it I'm a raw kid I been contemplatin life I been blacken out and snapping Takin anger out on any bitch who Wanna question But I'm ready fo the questions What you got not shit You just as worthless as me A cancerous disease stay the f*ck way from me Ion got alot a enemies I didn't even let them have a chance to breathe cut they neck Watch the flow of blood puddle Under me I didn't wanna let this be always born to be something evil seeped into my iv