The Call Of The Void

Yo Its kastro I been flipping through the pages Of this book called life Wondering about my self  who Really rolling the dice Never had a second chance I'm Always playing it cool Didn't know what i was doing Went and dropped out of school Now I grew a lil older an I feel im A fool Because I thought I was hard Always breakin the rules And I know my father figure want Me to tighten my screws Gone on mushrooms instead of Seeing the truth Gotta get my head together I been Loosing my ways Don't wanna see my time come rot away in a grave But I feel im a slave to all the Drugs in my brain Gotta find a better way to go an Cope with the pain Imma end up insane if I don't give My self change Too bad my mental is strange and Severely deranged If i had a second chance I'd f*ck it All up again Yo but hold up i gotta go an catch My win I don't wanna be forgotten I don't Wanna live in sin I don't wanna run away I'm sick Of loosin' friends I'm tired of feeling like the story Of my life is coming to a end But f*ck it i ain't even gun Pretend Like this shit is okay when I'm Hurting every day Getting outta work with another Back ache Eye's they always strained from Playing on the game But I need it to unwind from Another day of grinding Just like the weed I smoke I know It's potent you can't hide it I needed something to confide in And a shorty I can ride with Just a shorty I can vibe with And when im feeling down she chopping up my lines Damn Tell me that ain't sum special You can't Haha Shout it out to all the homies who Carry weight up on the down low Make yo money never care about The frowns yo Stand yo ground and keep it Pushing even when the time go Don't chu let em steal yo shine Though Never give up all yo time Never slave away jus for a dime You getting paper you'll be fine Everything gone come with time I don't wanna be forgotten I don't Wanna live in sin I don't wanna run away I'm sick Of losing friends Im tired of feeling like the story of My life is coming to a end But f*ck it I ain't even gun Pretend