INTROVERT

why is everybody so damn draining? I can't explain it I'm tired of fucking being here said I'm tired of fucking being here just my luck I don't mean to sound like that but no one even knows I sound like that these critics couldn't ever sound like that and I don't fight back cause I still want the bag I'm still fucking sad and pardon my french, this isn't on brand screw being on brand, Ima tell the truth still caught up on you love didn't hit the same after the first time still putting in this work I hope that you're happy with him, is he better than I was? I should've never done this music shit I'm so alone that's why everybody's so damn draining I'm so damn jaded I'm tired of fucking being here said I'm tired of fucking being here just my luck I never want to sound like that it's really not my vibe to sound like that these critics couldn't ever sound like this and I don't fight back cause I still want the bag I hate making these sad songs but I can't hold it in I don't talk to my friends let me tell the truth I'm still caught up on you love doesn't hit the same after the first- it don't hit the same after the first time why is everybody so damn draining? I hate explaining it feels like no one ever gets me though- gets me, no- gets me, nobody does I'm tired of being here! I hate it here! if I'm there or not do you really care or not?