ONE HELL OF A DRUG

Nostalgia is one hell of a drug And honestly it's never enough But sad was always better than numb It's sad but I'm just better alone Yeah I'm better alone So go find your way back home You shouldn't stay here, no Don't show your face here, no Cause girl the way we are Is way too damaging You'd just abandon me Don't matter how I feel You'll overshadow me So I'm not talking And I don't want this anymore Yeah I'll keep it short and sweet So that when I'm gone You gon' miss me (huh) and trust me there's reasons I'm never around It's cause y'all just don't get me And trust me I'm still rising to the top It don't matter who let me (yuh) They must not love themselves yet They still full of that envy Girl, if you love yourself You wouldn't say That all I gave is nothing Insecurity is One hell of a drug But so is thinking that you love me I know that you love calling me delusional But I know That you also can't help the way you are Girl the way we are Is way too damaging You'd just abandon me Don't matter how I feel You'll overshadow me So I'm not talking And I don't want this anymore But I'm still waiting I'm still naked I'm still right here Mentally see through I wish I could hold you again No, you not the type to go there And I'm not the type to go back But he's just not right and you know that And you never liked control, baby You still look like mine, just own that So let me bring you home, baby Sorry, I'm talking crazy (woo) Vision got hazy Your lips get too dangerous (ahh) Save that romance for later (mm-ahh oo-ahhh)