Deceit

A conclave of my emotion Conglomerate of how I feel I wish I could tell you Exactly what's inside I wish I could show you Into my head But you won't understand No you won't understand Oh you won't understand 'Cuz I don't understand myself anymore My heart, my soul My being is gone My voice, my will My being will not, being will not last here A web of broken thoughts A network of lies That make up the foundations To the structure of my life The structure of my life The structure of my life I don't expect you to get the reference I don't expect you to understand That silence is my preference I'll shove it down until I forget that My heart, my soul My being is gone My voice, my will My being will not, being will not last here My darkest reaches, the Mariana's Trench of my mind My darkest corners, the outer space that's inside my head You won't understand No you won't understand Oh you won't understand No you won't understand 'Cuz I don't understand myself anymore Anymore, anymore, anymore