feel alive (the way I am)

All I wanna feel is alive Feeling so dead inside all the time Feeling so positive when I cry Feeling so free in my mind when I fly Can't end a life so signifiCUNT Like the one who put me in this situation Just a word, feel offended? Change the station Can't change the way I vent man Just another life on their way through acceleration Exhilaratin' Wanna bring me down through all your hatred Feeling like a ghost so faded Even tho I eliminated all the drugs out my system Couldn't find another way to get out through the frustration Otherwise wasn't sure if I would make it Go ahead and judge if you want, still won't be no change in The way I am Well I can make a beat and drop real freestyle, real lyricism And I can take any instrument and play with the time I've invested within I can climb a tree to the top and I can push myself to the end (choose not) I can drop straight down to the bottom and pick myself up again I can cook in a hot kitchen over an open flame Skate hard, fall down, get loud, hit hard, play ball I can speak my mind, STAND UP I can rise to the top and allow love to bring me down all over again, just let em in And I can forever be the man that I am, won't let em change me That's just. The way I am