Love (im always here for you)

Is this Love the reason why we hate Times of jealousy, love too much and everything will soon fall away Apparently Is this a test, transparency All I'm asking for is to have the ones I've raised close by me Could it be my past that's haunting me Can't remember caring too much for family when I was young and I would look around to see there's no one there for me Trying times through their lies with these eyes clairvoyant peer through mind like feelings of trauma Don't wanna feel this way Guilty This is just reality Can't escape me Tear through life; lost behind bars; stuck, can't breathe Anxiety, bi polar depression Nothing that I need but a rest in mind Rest in time, can't rest can't find while I'm too much, active Hyperactive, gotta skate, body hurt, gotta heal, can't wait Too many fractures, broken bones, broken mind Gotta run, gotta ride, many miles in the distance just ta get ahead of my mind Gotta climb up high just ta distance myself and remind myself through the fear that I've felt I'm still alive Play ball and after all I'm still a kid at heart probably due to all the trauma dealt Who knows, who knew Not me not you, parents still trippin' after all these years still can't face the facts of what splitting up could cause through tears for your kids Well who am I to speak Just some lyrics and a beat for at least I've realized the man that I be and whether or not you agree I've learned to be self aware and do exactly what it is that I need Can't stop the pain, can't change the past Can only choose to heal so listen up This here is what I'll do Not through me, and not through you Through the light, for the night that I've felt for so long Been distracted for so long Heartbreak, imaginary demons drowning me too strong Dreamy lucid dreaming Sleep paralysis caught up in this imagery on the ceiling Can't fake it, wish I could get away from feeling this Take me, take me, wait, don't just yet, just breathe Indecisive suicidal tendency This ain't a cry for help just a need to express myself And a message for anyone else who just might have a similar life only can't find a way out Look to the sun, here it comes; feel the warmth and when it rains feel the sensation and embrace the cold And when you're feeling lost look to the stars, clear skies, cloudy day or night; no matter what's on your mind they're always there for you I'm always here for you (Find a way out) Love free Live free (Way out) Love free, live free (Way out) I'm always here for you (Find a way out)