so many days

So many days I wait to find A peace of mind instead I tear a weight to mind Tension I try to dissipate I cannot wait I cannot make you change your ways Only you can choose, only you can see the way Do you Find yourself confused Finely end of the abuse Finally walk away all ten inside these tennis shoes For all these years need more than ten tissues Guess that's all I get cause that's all I grabbed You win I lose Only time will tell, for real, for real for real Only time will tell, for real So many ways I've died So many days I wait and find More weight to mind Which way? Oh mine, hope to stay Hoped you'd say "wait", don't mind Never bothered by A mistress missed this opportunity to Thread a needle right through you Could have been fooled just as good as you did me, dude Couldn't be the kind of careless attitude to be so, rude Only time will tell, for real Only time will tell, for real for real Obiwan Kinobi and the one they call Yoda will let me know For real for real For real for real So many days a way to find More weight in mind I wait in line So many ways I've died Which way? Oh mine Hope you stay, hope you say "wait" Don't mind Here I am For real for real For real for real