Absolute

I would never not pretend that I have gratitude And if you're mad at me, remind you that I am fool Our love is absolute, but that is no excuse I'll always fight for you, like I will fight for truth I gotta do better No vendetta for my enemies I did my share of dirt I made some frenemies God giving me this life why are you testing me Oh yes I'm questioning, is this my reckoning? Or reconciling with the Gods what is there left for me Is God a woman or man that don't mean shit to me You always calling He, but I am calling me Where can I find some peace, I'll find it in some trees The mind is heavenly It's also a disease I choose it carefully and follow my decree I got no debts to pay except financially I'm living joyfully come match my energy