Missed Calls

Never wanna hear it I’ve always been a witness A witness to the lies I compromised with my intentions I guess I failed to mention I’m constantly inventing New ideas in my head that never seem to make sense I know I got some issues, I know you see my flaws Constantly misconstrued so I don’t take their calls I take it out in everybody then I get appalled When I don’t get a text back I guess I am at fault But do you blame me Abuse it did deflate me Amphetamines they plagued me Can never be the same me My demons always raging My mind a constant changing I know I’ve been so flaky I don’t wanna miss those calls but Heart on my wrist and I’m on one Everybody feeling like they owed some I don’t owe a thing y’all can hold on Sunday morning yawning got me lazy for the afternoon Smoke a little bit eat some breakfast then I’ll get up soon I’m a turn on Netflix gonna binge until I see the moon I don’t care what anybody say I’m in my ultra mood I’ve been working too late and too long I need a day or two to get my mind and will strong I know I missed your call but why you feeling so wronged It’s only been a day I didn’t even prolong I need some self-care and overdue meditation I’ll drive around the city that’s my relaxation With no location, no real destination Just me, trying to relief frustration Of the day to day Of the hidden pain What I carry on my shoulders cannot be in vain It’ll help me maintain Stay in frame and stayed prayed Count all my blessings and elevate I don’t wanna miss those calls but Heart on my wrist and I’m on one Everybody feeling like they owed some I don’t owe a thing y’all can hold on